想什么呢？

其实我真很想知道你心里在想着什么？你可以告诉我吗？

我的心语

刚才在你的WALL写下 "为一个人付出许多其实并不难，为一个人长久付出才是考研，如果无法做到，一开始请别对他那么好..." ,我不晓得你是在讲我吗？如果是的话，我觉得对你很抱歉。但之前我所对你的都是来自真心的，只是我不能。我真的无法控制我的感情，当时你一直让我脑海里漂浮。其实我没有表面上那么坚强，有时看到你和他那么好，也是会嫉妒的。当你开始觉得我们的开始是错误时，我已经感觉到你对我的不同了。直到最近，你跟他更亲密了，无可否认，我真的很难过，脑海里一直想着你。但我不能那么自私把你霸住。我也感觉到你开始对我有一些距离，这不得不让我自动地退出，好过让你开口。我相信你难免会有一些不开心，但这是唯一的办法。我用了很久的时间来让自己放得下，同时的我觉得很舍不得，但我逼我自己。我不希望就这样影响到我们这么多年的友情，要找一个能了解彼此的知己并不容易，你就是我其中的一个。我相信彼此的舍不得都是存在的。或许你根本没这么想，只是我不知道我是否多想了。对不起。

Wedding Dress (english Version) lyrics (Verse 1 - Tommy C) Never should've let you go Never found myself at home Ever since that day that you walked

Love this so much

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NXSPX9tD2R0
Wedding Dress (english Version) lyrics

(Verse 1 - Tommy C)
Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though weve grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

(Pre-Chorus)
I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

(Chorus)
Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no

(Verse 2)
Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack
(Pre-Chorus)
I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
It's too late

(Chorus)
Baby
Can't believe that you are my big me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/tommy-c-&-j.reyez-lyrics/wedding-dress-(english-version)-lyrics.html )
But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no

(Verse 3 - J.Reyez)
And I see you with your man 
and it's hard to understand 
If we belong, if I did you wrong, 
where we even began
We would always fuss and fight 
and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were 
my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when 
I'm on the stage, 
they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all 
the female fans 
and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when 
you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on 
at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say 
it's over it breaks my heart 
and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot 
of times in the past 
but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out, 
how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next, 
I'm left with an imperfect smile


But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no

Words for you

I can guess what you wanna talk to me since that time you say got something want discuss with me. If that is something bad, I can know what is that already. Please don't say it. Leave me a pride. Anyway, what you have to do is just make sure you can be happy. I will not be like previous, so take care of you but this doesn't mean I do not want to care you, just something I already feel that is not suit me to take care anymore. by the way, I will lend you my hands whenever you need it. I'm always welcome to help you if that I am able to do so. Of course, I would still mind and jealous whenever you with another guys. But this already not important, just ignore me. I can handle myself. Don't worry about it. I already used to it twice. I learnt once and once again. I know we never start, so do not need to say goodbye. But in action, I feel we did. Thanks for giving me a nice memory. I will not forget it. Finally, we're still best friend, right?

爱你不一定要拥有你，而只要你获得幸福。

What's wrong? i'm so freaking worry :(

When I just back to home, I opened my facebook and I saw your wall. It shock me ! I can't imagine what was happening on you. I'm so worry. Is it you angry me, I thought. I tried to text you but u were not answer me. I also tried to call you but you also never answer :( Please. Hope you are all right. I will be there for you if you need someone.

Finally :)

Finally, your dance practise is finished. Your text comforts my feeling. :) hee. But you are seem so tired. Take a good rest later. *Huggie
Muackx XoXo

Strange day

Why today we feel like a stranger? We don't even have a chance to chat properly. :(
I miss you. <3 Do you?

Where have you gone? : (

Do you know how much I miss you?  I know you go to practice dance but why is it takes a so long time. I am wishing to hear the personal message ringtone that only set for you now.
I'm waiting... waiting...
I am missing you.. How about you ?

I'm willing to be, be the one, and the Angel that you loved. With open arm, I'll always be there.

Quote for you :)

要你开心或许人人都可以，但要你幸福并非人人都能。<3

I Feel so hurt because I hurt you

I'm sorry that I have hurt you just now. But I really do not mean that, I just want some care from you. Never think will happen like this. T.T regret to do so. First time you treat me like stranger, I'm afraid and scare. I don't want to lose you or affected this to us. That's not I want. Forgive me. <3

So, do you?

一你经常看他/她的空间。

二

当你和他/她打电话后，你会看下通话时间。

三你一遍又一遍读他/她的短信。

四

你和他/她一起走路的时候，走得很慢很慢。

五

他/她在你周围的时候，你会故意装作不在乎他/她，但当他/她离开的时候你会着急的找他/她。

六

当你想到他的时候，你的心跳一会跳得快，一会跳得慢。

七

你听到他/她的声音的时候会笑。

八

当你和他/她在一起的时候，你看不见周围的所有人，你的眼中只有他/她。

九

当你想到他/她的时候，你会听抒情的慢歌。

十

你看到他/开心的时候，你会不自觉的扬起一丝微笑。

十一

你闻到他/她的气味就很兴奋。

十三

你意识到当你看着他/她的时候，你就在内心盘算和他/她说什么，很紧张。

十四

为了见到他/她，你会为他/她做任何事。

十五

当你读这篇文章的时候，有个人一直在你的脑中浮现。

十六

你不停的想他/她，以至于你都没有发现这里没有第十二条。

十七

你翻上去找第十二条，然后默默地笑自己....

许个愿吧，你想....

Sorry for misunderstand you

I'm so sorry that I misunderstand you. I really don't know you have checked the blog. Because you didn't comment at all. And I'm too missing you here. Anyway, thanks for view my blog. Sayang back yea.. XoXo
: )

Love The Way You Lie

Are you forgotten ?

Are you already forgotten what you have said?
You still remember why I create this blog for?
But, I can't see your shadow. :(
Where are you?
I miss you so. T.T

Nice quote for you :)

也许上天故意让我们在遇到生命中的真命天子之前，遇到几个有缘无份的人，这样我们才能学会去珍惜这份迟来的礼物. 


I like this phase very much.

Oh My GOD !

Just now, I know you were at somewhere near me. So I suddenly feel want to see you, because I missed you. Even though I knew there are "red alert place", I still want to go. As my expectation, she was told that I am with you in that place. When my phone is ring, I knew something bad comes to me. She was so angry about me. And I was don't know how to face her on the moment. Just try to pursuit her as possible as I can. At the same time, I can feel you were so worry about me. Sorry for let you so worry. I can know your feeling as that time you said Charles used the reason which related to me. I got the same fear feeling. I can understand what're you thinking. This I can handle myself, so don't worry. okay? I just hope another worry won't happen as well.

Heart beat

Just now you told me he is trying to approach you. This is what I expected last night. I feel my heart beat so fast when you told me this. I don't what my feeling now is......  as long is very uncomfortable. : (  I don't what should I do. Why I will so care? T.T  I hate myself for making myself so crazy. But what to do? This is my fate and I can't change it ever. Only thing I can do,  "Wait the time heals". Hope it really heals me. I don't want hurt anymore.

Out to First Avenue

Tonight, we went to first avenue together. It suppose to be happy but I still not comfort with another guy. Because man's sense told me he was planning to chase you back. But I'm still fine and yet continue our happy trip. I wish to get many photo that only consist of both of us. After we have took so many photo and planning return to home. When I reached home, I text you and you reply me you two were going to beach. @@ I was stunted and a strong jealous feeling come towards my mind. But I am still controlling and I'm all right. I know that I have no choice to stop you from everything. And I have no right to treat you as my gf. Sorry. I suppose not to think so far. By the way, thanks for give a chance for us to hang out tonight.

Happy Ending with Sweet Memories

That day, I was felt so uncomfortable and lonely at the home. Full of my mind keep thinking of you. I always told myself try to not miss you that much. But, I was unable to do so because I knew that I'd fell for you. I care about who were you going out with whenever you hang out with friends. I controlled my mind not to so care about this. by listen music. Who knows, whenever I listen to Love the way you lie, Impossible and "Bu Xiang Dong De", my heart and mind will automatically think about you. Because these songs have a nice memories for me. Finally, you were back at about 12 something. I saw you online, but I was not find you immediately instead of waiting you to come for me. I want to know whether you are missing or not. Therefore, I purposely write a status for you to notice that I was online-ing. In my expectation, you come to chat with me after that. I was so happy that you said you want chat with me although you are so tired. Unfortunately, I saw a post from him that ruined my mind. Then, I trying to figure out what's actually happening between you and him. But you couldn't answer me and I knew that it will come someday. I'm afraid to lose you as I already........ so I decided to talk to you. At the moment, I really felt hurt and sad, the tears is just around my eyes. And I guessed you will cry too. Sorry for made you cry because I just want say that I have no chance to say previously. If I don't say to you now, I'm sure I will regret even though this is a hardest decision for me to make ever. I said the three words to you, and I know you sure will be sad but I really want you to know. I think this is the first time I tell so directly. I felt happy and sad at the same time, happy is because I talked to you already, whereas, I felt sad because this is the last time I could say to you. Thanks for the message that comfort me. This is the best, sweetest message you ever gave me. I will never forget it and keep in my deepest of my heart.


Thanks for let me finish my part to take care of you and accompany you along our lives.
I appreciate the moment we together. You bring me a lot of sweet memories and hapiness that I will never forget.
Sorry if I had made you cry but I just wan to say something that I have no chance to say these always.
I will locate you in my deepest heart and I hope it will leave you a good memory as well.
I love you, A. <3


I just want to tell you that I'm happy to be with you all the time.
And of course I cherish it every second, minutes, hours just like what have I said last time.
If got chance, I also hope to be like her, but sometime fate doesn't allow. :(
I love you, V. <3