Heart beat

Just now you told me he is trying to approach you. This is what I expected last night. I feel my heart beat so fast when you told me this. I don't what my feeling now is......  as long is very uncomfortable. : (  I don't what should I do. Why I will so care? T.T  I hate myself for making myself so crazy. But what to do? This is my fate and I can't change it ever. Only thing I can do,  "Wait the time heals". Hope it really heals me. I don't want hurt anymore.