That day, I was felt so uncomfortable and lonely at the home. Full of my mind keep thinking of you. I always told myself try to not miss you that much. But, I was unable to do so because I knew that I'd fell for you. I care about who were you going out with whenever you hang out with friends. I controlled my mind not to so care about this. by listen music. Who knows, whenever I listen to Love the way you lie, Impossible and "Bu Xiang Dong De", my heart and mind will automatically think about you. Because these songs have a nice memories for me. Finally, you were back at about 12 something. I saw you online, but I was not find you immediately instead of waiting you to come for me. I want to know whether you are missing or not. Therefore, I purposely write a status for you to notice that I was online-ing. In my expectation, you come to chat with me after that. I was so happy that you said you want chat with me although you are so tired. Unfortunately, I saw a post from him that ruined my mind. Then, I trying to figure out what's actually happening between you and him. But you couldn't answer me and I knew that it will come someday. I'm afraid to lose you as I already........ so I decided to talk to you. At the moment, I really felt hurt and sad, the tears is just around my eyes. And I guessed you will cry too. Sorry for made you cry because I just want say that I have no chance to say previously. If I don't say to you now, I'm sure I will regret even though this is a hardest decision for me to make ever. I said the three words to you, and I know you sure will be sad but I really want you to know. I think this is the first time I tell so directly. I felt happy and sad at the same time, happy is because I talked to you already, whereas, I felt sad because this is the last time I could say to you. Thanks for the message that comfort me. This is the best, sweetest message you ever gave me. I will never forget it and keep in my deepest of my heart.
Thanks for let me finish my part to take care of you and accompany you along our lives.
I appreciate the moment we together. You bring me a lot of sweet memories and hapiness that I will never forget.
Sorry if I had made you cry but I just wan to say something that I have no chance to say these always.
I will locate you in my deepest heart and I hope it will leave you a good memory as well.
I love you, A. <3
I just want to tell you that I'm happy to be with you all the time.
And of course I cherish it every second, minutes, hours just like what have I said last time.
If got chance, I also hope to be like her, but sometime fate doesn't allow. :(
I love you, V. <3
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